5 June 2012 diary

5 June 2012 diary.

Good evening to everyone in Heaven and earth.

I had a nightmare last night. What went wrong with me and would there something happening with me later?

I woke up at 7am and the image of pretty Yoko in my head. I brushed my teeth I remembered her, I ate small cakes remembered her, catch the bus remembered her, aaaahhh. Help!!

I arrived at Perth train station at usual time. I called Monica and asked where she was, she answered the phone and told me that she was on the way to the station. I waited for 1 minute and she finally showed up. We just talked to each other with smiles for about 3 minutes before the train going to East Perth left the station. I arrived at work on time but started working only 2 minutes late.

I ate small fried rice for lunch. I also ate peanuts during work.

I was not working really well today because of the nightmare happened to me last night.

I coughed a lot and started not feeling well.

I asked my boss if I could leave home early at 4:30pm and he let me left work earlier.

Before I left the office I tried calling Tania but her phone was not answered.

Why was the phone not answered? What is wrong with Tania or her phone?

If her phone was faulty or no signal then why can't she change mobile. Why the chance of her answering phone after 4:30pm was 0%. She could not be always on her 34th floor apartment all the time.

I only met her twice so......

If I kept ringing her then she started to think that I liked her more than a friend.

I did not want to write any comments about her. What I knew about her that she was an interesting person to talk.

I wanted to talk with her because she has her funny Semarang accent voice. Her laugh made me laugh and she had funny voice too, and her funny voice always came at the end of sentence she spoke. I was not sure if other people found it funny.

.. (short sigh)... .

I had other female friends I could talk too anyways so I am still happy happy =)

On the way walking home I sent an sms to Yongky and (a half Japanese and a half Chinese girl) named Petra who lived in Indonesia. I sent an sms to Yongky to pray for me so the nightmare I got last night won't become reality and to pray for me to be stronger if it became reality. Oh my God! Why did I think so stupid?

I arrived home earlier too and I went sleeping for 1.5 hours until 8:30pm. I ate beef soup made by my mom. Petra replied my sms, she was going to do presentation and she wanted to pray for her. Yes I would pray for her =)

I wanted to look for an airfare ticket to Melbourne and Brisbane but I decided not looking to buy them.

I also unsure if my Japanese friends in Japan still wanted to go to Melbourne. If they still wanted to go to Melbourne they could go by themself without me and I was sorry for them.

Also my dad wanted me to see the air fare price to fly from Perth to Jakarta by Garuda Airline. I wrote everything on a piece of paper. My dad could not read my writtings. He was upset with my bad writting and asked me to go back to kindergarten to learn how to write.

Before I went to sleep at around 00:30am I prayed for Petra and other friends too, I would like to say:

'Good night to everyone in Heaven and earth'.