8 September 2012 diary (in Melbourne)

8 September 2012 diary.

Good afternoon to everyone in Heaven and earth.

This day was the shortest day in my life.

In the morning I called Tania to ask her out for breakfast or lunch or dinner but she gave a negative answer for not going out on this day. Tania booked this Monday to have lunch again with me. I hoped that the lunch would not be the final meeting with her in this Melbourne holiday.

I then became quite frustated still being alone thus I continued sleeping until 2pm. I went out and ate bakso special lontong at Es Teler.

After that I went to Crown Casino waiting for Monday plan to meet Tania. This boredoom killed me. I fell 50% asleep but I forced myself to get up and be energized. I went to Tania’s McDonald in the evening and I did not see her. I went to Subway store next to McDonald to have dinner.

I went back to Crown Casino to walk around with great boredoom counting down to Monday’s meeting Tania. I decided to spend $50 to play wheel of fortune but I lost them all in 15 minutes.

Finally I went back to hotel with depression of being lonely.

I went to sleep in nightmare.

Oh God! Help me!