12 December 2013 diary

12 December 2013 diary.

 

Good afternoon everyone in Heaven and earth,

It was only a Thursday, another day before Friday the 13^th.

I woke up and got up like a stupid man. I went to work as usual and did not go late. I ate Milo biscuit for breakfast and had to go out to buy chicken salad for lunch because all the food in the Department of Health café sold out. The weather was getting warmer. I went home and picked up my mom before going to Carousel shopping centre. I had Fried Noodle soup for dinner and my mom only ate fried chickens. My mom’s friends named Alice and Leo met us and we chat about life, jobs, and love relationships too.

We went home at 9pm and I collapsed on the bed until 11pm. I took shower and ate a sweet pudding made by my mom. I explored the Internet very short time before going to sleep.

I pray to God for all my friends including Yongky, Eric, Tania and everyone I know.

I finally slept and would welcome a Friday.

Have a nice day.

11 December 2013 diary

11 December 2013 diary.

 

Dear everyone in Heaven and earth,

It was 3 days before another weekend finally comes.

It was 2 day before the first month since 13 November and it will be Friday the 13^th in which the Western people believed it’s a bad luck day.

I woke up with burden feeling and I forced myself going to work.

I ate Milo biscuits for breakfast and egg-veggie pasta for lunch.

This day was hot, thanks God I finally finished work at 5pm. I went home feeling happy because there would be food for dinner without me having to buy. Thank you to my mom.

I went to bed to rest but I could not sleep. I woke up and ate dinner. My mom asked to deliver things from Jakarta to her 3 friends. I met Brian on that evening. I went home and washed my hair. I wanted to do video editing but decided not doing it.

I wanted to sleep early today. I pray to God for everyone before I slept.

Thank you readers.

10 December 2013 diary

10 December 2013 diary.

Dear everyone in Heaven and earth,

I woke up in the morning with feeling a bit guilty.
I went to work on time and pray to God to bless my mom’s flight to Perth. I ate teriyaki chicken for lunch. Work was quiet in the afternoon. Thanks God the work finished on that day. I left the office going to city to buy a wet toilet tissue. I went back home to find my mom safely arrived home. Thanks God. I gave her a hug and she wanted me to bring her to a fruit shop near my house.

The house was finally filled with fresh food and crackers she bought from Indonesia. I was very tired, I took rest, and got up at 9pm. I ate the food that my mom’s friend gave to us. After that Ming came to return my Tamiya car and the bank approach that I lent to him on the other day. My car was badly damaged so it is the time to retire.

I then spent the rest of the evening doing surfing the net for cheap air fare to go to Brisbane during my Christmas break. I was in very doubt.

I felt not very happy still about my feeling and I needed to stop it but I often remember it again. I felt like the love sometimes really cruel.

I decided to sleep around 1:30am after I pray to God for everyone.

Good night readers.

These are foods I will never eat again

These are foods I will never eat again:

Porridge at Yum Cha house: Very strong burnt smell. At porridge’s bottom inside the pot was burnt. The burnt smell happened in early 2013, we had to replace it. I was satisfied but the problem happened again in November 2013 and it was the worst smell ever. I replaced it and would never order again.

Tepanyaki food at Yuki Japanese restaurant: This food was very expensive and did not taste special. It did not include miso soup and did not include rice. This food only gave me more weight.

Twisties Chicken crisp: This crisp (not in a shape of potato crisps) appeared to use bad cooking oil. I almost had a sore throat after eating this.

Sausage with mash potato at Department of Health café: This sausage does not taste good and the mash potato does not taste special too. This food was terribly expensive lunch that’s why I will never come back to here again.

Corn chiecken soup at Department of Health café: The soup was not made of 50% corns and it has boring and funny taste.

[This post will be updated with more food I won't eat].

9 December 2013 diary

9 December 2013 diary.

Dear everyone in Heaven and earth,

This Monday was the day I fell again.

I woke up in the morning feeling neutral. I went to work on time. The work on that day was very quiet and I was happy about it. My boss was not in the office. I ate fried rice with chicken for lunch. It was not delicious so I decided never eat that again. I sent joke messages on WhatsApp to Meifi in Sydney. I made her laugh too. Work finished at 5pm and I went home. I watered the small plants in front of my house.

At home I was not in peace again. I was very stressful and very sad. I forgot God as well. At 9pm I did my mistake again, it was my true stupidity and I became even more depressed about it. Oh well, what had been done, it was done and it could be undone. It was my fault and was my idiot thought. I walked and fell on the bed almost unable to sleep and got up until 10:05pm. I straight ate small Subway seafood for dinner. I washed dishes and after that I drank wine from the fridge to cool down my feeling.

After that I took shower and spent my lonely evening feeling guilty at all the time in front of my computer. I was going to do video editing but I decided not doing it. I will have to go to church to have another confession and ask forgiveness from God before Christmas.

I called my mom to wish her safe flight to Perth on the next day.
After that I slept with feeling guilty and sadness after I pray to God.

That could be the worst day in December 2013.

8 December 2013 diary

8 December 2013 diary.

 

Dear everyone in Heaven and earth,

 

This day was a day without fun. I got up at 11am without good mood and I came back to bed with bad mood and I got up at 2:30pm with bad face. I washed my face and went out to Southland to have lunch. I had a Japanese food for lunch, I went to EB to buy a game but decided not to buy, I withdrew cash before going home.

I did a small house clean up by throwing away my last ever laser disc player, faulty dvd player, and an video-audio component hub machine.

I cleaned up inside my computer, I disconnected my network cable and connected my very last network cable. I did not feel the cable was fully inserted but I tightened/strengthened the cable and I really hoped that I did not break anything, I had to be confident about this.

 

My God, I felt tired so quickly and took another unnecessary rest on bed. I thought I would skip the church but I forced myself getting up and went to church. I came to church very late and I felt guilty to God.

After the mass finished, I went home and found Yongky and Brian were waiting for me. We went to my Japanese's friend restaurant but we were so disappointed that the restaurant did not open on Sunday evening so we headed back to the city to eat at Manise.

During the way and in the restaurant we chatted about girls and relationships. It was a very sad story sharing.

We went home to my house but Yongky left straight away. Brian was at my house and we talked about 20 minutes before he left my house.

I played Wii Fit Plus until I was exhausted and I took shower.

An hour later, my sad feeling about 13 November horribly came back. I was scared and I was sad too. I had to choice but to fight it but I lost. I almost cried again, I tried to think of something happy. I felt better. I thought to skip work on the next day but I already said to God that I would not skip work unless I am sick.

 

It was the time for me to sleep after updating this diary.

Before I sleep I will pray to everyone including Yongky, Eric, Brian, and everyone else including all my female friends. I must work on the next day.

 

Good night.

7 December 2013 diary

7 December 2013 diary.

 

Dear everyone in Heaven and earth,

 

This was Saturday, there was the biggest Tamiya mini 4wd in Dianella. I joined this computer with only 1 car. There were so many people. Surprisingly, there was someone who came from Sydney only to join this competition his name is Ivan. The mini 4wd circuit in that competition was the longest mini 4wd circuit in Australia contained 300 pieces of tracks. Sadly, I was unable to play in the competition because I was unable to wait for 6 hours before my turn. I was very disappointed so I left my car to Ming but at the end my car did not win the competition.

I went to a restaurant on Collins Road to eat rice and sambal spinach. I went home to finish off my lonely evening doing video editing and listening to songs.

I phoned Yongky to say sorry that I would not ready for a costume photoshoot on the following day.

I slept around 3am after I pray to God.

 

That's all about this day.