8 December 2013 diary

8 December 2013 diary.

 

Dear everyone in Heaven and earth,

 

This day was a day without fun. I got up at 11am without good mood and I came back to bed with bad mood and I got up at 2:30pm with bad face. I washed my face and went out to Southland to have lunch. I had a Japanese food for lunch, I went to EB to buy a game but decided not to buy, I withdrew cash before going home.

I did a small house clean up by throwing away my last ever laser disc player, faulty dvd player, and an video-audio component hub machine.

I cleaned up inside my computer, I disconnected my network cable and connected my very last network cable. I did not feel the cable was fully inserted but I tightened/strengthened the cable and I really hoped that I did not break anything, I had to be confident about this.

 

My God, I felt tired so quickly and took another unnecessary rest on bed. I thought I would skip the church but I forced myself getting up and went to church. I came to church very late and I felt guilty to God.

After the mass finished, I went home and found Yongky and Brian were waiting for me. We went to my Japanese's friend restaurant but we were so disappointed that the restaurant did not open on Sunday evening so we headed back to the city to eat at Manise.

During the way and in the restaurant we chatted about girls and relationships. It was a very sad story sharing.

We went home to my house but Yongky left straight away. Brian was at my house and we talked about 20 minutes before he left my house.

I played Wii Fit Plus until I was exhausted and I took shower.

An hour later, my sad feeling about 13 November horribly came back. I was scared and I was sad too. I had to choice but to fight it but I lost. I almost cried again, I tried to think of something happy. I felt better. I thought to skip work on the next day but I already said to God that I would not skip work unless I am sick.

 

It was the time for me to sleep after updating this diary.

Before I sleep I will pray to everyone including Yongky, Eric, Brian, and everyone else including all my female friends. I must work on the next day.

 

Good night.