23 November 2013 diary

23 November 2013 diary.

Dear everyone in Heaven and earth,

This is my 2^nd worst Saturday in this year. I woke up in the morning because I had a nightmare about her. I guessed I should go to have a haircut as it is a meaning of a new beginning for me. But is it really a new beginning for me if the bad feeling and nightmare still haunted me? I don’t know. God please help me!

I skipped breakfast and went to lunch with Yongky. After lunch, I rushed to Carousel shopping centre to have my hair cut. I went home to wash my hair and wore a new dress. I organised my year 2011 Santa Claus costume photos.

I went to St Mary Cathedral church to do a confession and joined a mass at 6pm. I wanted to eat soft skin crab at a Japanese restaurant in the city but I decided to go back to south and ate at a Chinese restaurant. I ate a bowl of rice and a veggie. I was unable to finish them so I took it home.

When I came back home I prayed the rosary; and after that I finally finished organising my Santa Claus costume photos. I also advanced my game the Legend of Zelda Skyward Sword. After that I phoned my mom in Indonesia to express my sadness, my mom understood.

Finally it was the time to sleep. I did not want to sleep until 3am because I was trying to listen to music that made me happy. I had to sleep with fear of the nightmare again. Before I slept I prayed to God; Yongky and Eric were in my words.

Thanks.