Dear everyone in Heaven and
earth,
This is my 2nd worst Sunday
in this year. I tried to forget the 13 Nov 2013 incident. I woke up at 9am
because I had a bad dream. I then forced myself to sleep again until 1:30pm. My
feeling and my worst memory still left in my head. I tried to forget it by
organizing a costume play photos ‘The Phantom of the Opera’.
I had lunch from left-over food
from yesterday dinner. It was still nice. Then I continued with organising the
photos and finally put into the local website on my computer. I was able to
forget the bad feeling when organising the photos but when everything is done
the bed feeling came back.
I then went to a church again to
do another confession asking for forgiveness. The confession was done and I did
what the church father asked me to do. I felt much better. I tried to sleep
again but was afraid if the bad feeling came back again. So I went to dinner at
Yum Cha house and I ate a big bowl of porridge.When I came back home, I took shower and finalised the website. The website was finished and it was beautiful. I phoned my mom in Indonesia, she told me to try to forget everything in the past. It was the time to sleep but I did not want to sleep fearing the nightmare would come again. I prayed to God the Father, Yongky, Eric and my other friends were in my words.
Thanks.
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