29 November 2013 diary

29 November 2013 diary.

Dear everyone in Heaven and earth,

I slept really well last night without a nightmare and without a sad dream. I almost came late to work. I ran and went into the on-time train. I ate the bread I bought yesterday for breakfast, I ate fish for lunch.

Thanks God, work was over that day. I visited the city and bought software ‘Adobe Premiere 12 and Adobe Photoshop Element 12’. I probably use this software to edit my personal videos and special occasions. It was $219 but it’s worthy.

I went to south to drive my car and I had dinner with my friends at Kitchen Inn in Kardinya. Ohhh no, I ate too much so I thought I would have to burn it by exercise.

My friends went to the Christian gathering after that, but I decided not to join them because I did not feel good in the gathering anymore. I felt I don’t belong to them anymore.

I went home tired and I fell asleep. I woke up at 10:30pm feeling a bit happier, I washed my hair and online in Facebook. I browsed my Phantom of the Opera costume photos.

I phoned my mom in Jakarta to discuss my plan to go home to live in Jakarta for a very long time or have a plan of moving to live in Melbourne next year.

My Lord and my God, I am so confused what to do with my life after the 13 November event; I still had the best job at a government office at Department of Health.

My Lord and my God, I wished that I wanted to be reborn again after I died.

I will sleep again as usual and hopefully nothing happens on the next day.

I will pray for everyone including Yongky, Eric, and all my friends.

I love you all.